rayne chalet =] Sometimes maybe after you done something ,nobody wants to give you a chance . Its difficult to achieve trust again ,the trust wont be there as much anymore . I just want a dog ,i know im messy . I want somebody to accompany me when im home . Something to make noise ,something alive . One going australia ,the other always not around . Fuck it lah ,everybody just think that for themselves . Always think i never go home ,not i dont want ,im scared okay . Seen so many illusions and imaginations at home lah . Forget it ,should have been on this earth . Everything to what i wished had gone worser day by day . I thought he could be my comfort but only at times . Everybody just have their own life ,im feel so lonely . Somehow i feel that i have no friends .